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Bitter pills to swallow......

PLEASE BE AWARE!!! This page is for my pain, anger, frustration, and depression. This is my venting place, NOT my happy  place.

Lost another tooth last weekend. :( I've been clenching my jaw while asleep. The foot pain is destroying me!!  I've lost 4 teeth from this pain business.



My now ex-brother-in-law is so mean. He is treating my sister so unfairly, when he is the one who cheated and abondon her. In my opinion, he has no right to be angry and ugly to her. I thank GOD that she is a STRONG & RESILIANT woman!!! This was a devastating blow to her.



Back to the yucky part of existing. I am beginning to understand why people do drugs. The older I get the worse my "reality" is. I work myself as hard as I can and still I can't seem to make any headway. I am totally frustrated and ready to call it quits. Something I used to hear as a kid, "I'm in the rat race and the rats are winning". I didn't understand the meaning of that statement until recently.

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  1. Errogant people who think they know everything really irritate me!!!

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  2. I hate were I'm at financially!!! The cost of living far exceeds the benefit of continuing this miserable exsistance. The harder I work at getting out of debt, the faster things keep caving in on me. I am losing sight of my value as a human being.

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  3. Missed another deadline by about 18hrs. My propencity for self-sabotage seems to be in overdrive.:(

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  4. I'm getting angry/frustrated with this web site I need to get to for my bus. homework. I registered during class along with everyone else. I don't understand why it won't work for me now. I just feel like giving up sometimes. I know this is not a reasonable option though. Maybe tomorrow I can find someone to help me figure out what I'm doing wrong. I hate not being able to do my homework at home!!!

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  5. I can not get this techno stuff to work for me. gggrrrrr!!! I hate that I can't see, to do the simplest things on the computer. I want to give up and forget it, but I know quitting is not an option. :/

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