Off damn foot, OFF......

I am so tired of the pain I suffer everyday with this damaged foot of mine. I am missing class again today because it hurts too bad to drive. I made it a mile before I had to pull over and take enough pain reliever to get back home. GRRRRRR!!!! People (trying to be encouraging, i'm sure) tell me I am lucky I hurt it at work, because Walmart will have to pay. I'm living the nightmare. No amount of money can replace my loss of ability to do the things I love doing! Some folks believe a sedintary life is a dream come true. Well, those people don't know me at all. I may be fat, but that doesn't mean I enjoy sitting on my butt day after day. It means I like food. Unfortunately I have to give up a lot of that too, because I can't walk it off like I used to. Riding bikes is not an option at this point either. The only semi-exercise I can do is swimming. The bummer with that is, I can't afford the pool fees. I really need to find a healthy solution to my quandry. I am losing my grip on sanity. My depression is on the brink of being uncontrolled again. That terrifies me!!! I remember how bad I got last time it was out of control. All of my healthy coping skills are atteched to physical activity. I haven't come across any that work regularly. My few friends do make sure I get out of bed daily and shower before I leave the house {if I smell}. I do have great friends!!! Thank you three for sticking by me even after all my savings has gone. Being a generous person who runs out of money, sure has shown me who my true friends are. I DO see that as a blessing. It has lightened my emotional burdens.